tBlog - Utter Silence on the Home Front

Utter Silence on the Home Front

02.12.08 (12:07 pm) [edit]

Having some suicidal ideation today. Very unusual. I haven't had that happen in years. Trying to survive breast cancer doesn't allow time for thoughts of intentionally dying. Friends please note: I will not check out. Thinking does not equal doing.

Still all quiet on the home front. I pointed out that Hubby lacks initiative. I won't apologize for saying it and I won't retract it. He sees the world from his own limited point of view and believes that failing to seek employment every day, not doing any housework, not doing any yard work, not doing laundry, not cooking does not constitute lack of initiative. Hence, he feels quite justified in the silent treatment. He clearly doesn't remember who he's married to.

I'm still drowning in paperwork. It turns out that the client for whom much of the paperwork is being done may be going belly up. Crazy Land employment would then be in jeopardy.

Hmmm....can't imagine why I'm down.

posted by: mimi (reply)
post date: 02.12.08 (12:38 pm)

oh, man! you, too? must have something to do with the moon in retrograde or something like that! i am so sorry! xoxoxox

posted by: Barnabus1 (reply)
post date: 02.12.08 (7:55 pm)

Might ask him "Is there anything constructive around here that you are willing to do"? if not....perhaps he needs to find a new home!

posted by: sebastianjoshua (reply)
post date: 02.15.08 (12:51 am)

2nd time today i heard about suicidal...

till now... when i am in really bad mood, i still believe GOD is with me

Happy Valentine Day and smile always :-)

posted by: doeeyed (reply)
post date: 02.18.08 (6:05 am)

tblog is giving me fits. I keep trying to respond to your
entries and get page not found...not just here, everywhere on tblog.

I'll just give you hugs and hope it goes through this time.
((((G))))

posted by: lostin2007 (reply)
post date: 02.20.08 (10:16 pm)

*hugs* hope you're ok.