Noticing
I've been using the "just go with it" method of dealing with my depression, but my usual two-day turnaround doesn't seem to be working this time. I'm not quite sure what to do with it now.
I think I'm finally going through the emotional stuff everyone else thought I should be going through when I was first diagnosed with breast cancer. Damn. I really, really hate feeling down. The burn is looking pretty grim this morning. It hasn't started hurting yet today, though, so no complaints about that.
Got another call from a creditor first thing this morning. I called Hubby and reminded him about the necessity of earning money. I'm at my wit's end. I have no idea what to do about this. Oh, maybe that's one of the reasons I'm so depressed.
I think I'll just sit around for a while and notice how depression feels. Man, I love Buddhism.
America held hostage day 1623
posted by: Cutter (reply)
post date: 07.11.06 (9:14 am)
It's odd... I can often do that with my physical pain, but I seem to forget that it can work for the emotional pain as well. Thank you for reminding me.
posted by: apyjo (reply)
post date: 07.16.06 (10:39 am)
You are a brave person.
I admire that .
